I don't wanna write about 2

I don't wanna write about how dark and foreboding you are. I don't wanna write about how much you have cost me this year. I don't wanna write about how you cripple me each day and i don't wanna write about how much you've taken from me. Most of all I don't wanna write about the fact that I can't fight you on my own I have to give in and learn to let people help me. The sad part is I don't think I can fight you any longer you have one and I don't care to try and control you anymore.