Hate

Oh how I hate you actually hate isn't even the right word but as far as I know there isn't even a word in the english language to describe how Ifeel about you. When are you going ot grow up and start acting the adult your suppossed to be let alone acting like a father I know as well as everyone else i nthe world does that you being an actual father is just way to much to ask form you. Yet you could atleast try to prete3nd that you care enough about your family to go to dialysis and actually take care of yourself cause I'm tired of having to explai not everyone why you look so sickly and why you don't seem to care about anyone but yourself. If this continues I'm done I'm tired of watching you self destruct.